I dont know why. But it didnt turn out as well as i wished to be.
I guess the area day thing.
But the sec ones manage to bridge the gap and we really deserve the shield.
I jack a few higher-ups.
I think NPCC comes to this very end for me.
I suddenly understand why NCOs that time give such faces at that time.

My life as an NPCC cadet.
I joined initially as i was forced by my mother.
I hate this CCA initially.
But i started to love it.
Why?
My squadmate is there. always there for me.
And you will never feel depressed and alone. One for All and All for One.
One depressed. All depressed. Everyone find a solution for you. You dont get left out.

This even applies to today's training. I am so glad that my squad is bonded.
The most funny thing is that i fell ill today and so had many others.
This bond wil definetely never be broken.
Ask me what is so powerful about NPCC that made me come back again and again.
This is the thing. My squad. My squad who had accompany me for 4 long years and grew with me. There can never be a CCA like other.

The most fun part of my NPCC life? my cadet life.
That was the most innocent part. You listen to what your year head say. He/She say down. you down. They say you go, you go. you follow with the support of the rest of the 19 of them.

Cheng Zhong Sir had inspired me a lot, In fact, he is the 1st one who had really inspired me.
The squad bond. is driven by him. and y sec 1 camp. run here and there. the night...
He gave up so much that i was inspired by him. He is one sir that i will never forget cas he put me where i am now.
I am very grateful to him. Even when he is enlisted in NS now, he still thinks of us.
He is the one who inspired me to be a good year head.
Someone who willingly give their best to the next batch of cadets without knowing the outcome will be what. His action make me who I am now.
Perhaps few years now the road i will laugh at my silliness but what i feel is real.

Samathan mdm is a motherly person who had helped me lots along the way.

Yan Chang sir. He is a person who would shout and rave at things. But through CC he had change to a lot more nicer. He taught me how to carry on to eat shit when i knew i am eating shit. (no irony). it was quote from him.

Mabel mdm. she is another awfully nice person.

NCO life. is a total metal degradetion.
I slave for NPCC.
Some people dont appreciate it.
But i am still here cas of my squad, going strong.

Then i receive my sec 1s this year. i feel a total hope within me.
I can inspire the next batch.
Morgan and I had worked hard.
I am glad that i have this squad. i have no regrets now.
I hope i have inspired everyone of them.

I think i will miss the chatters of both squads i have.....
Goodbye to you.
I have to prepare myself